I turned my frustrations on myself again. This time I shaved off my eyebrows. I look like an alien.
I started crying and couldn't stop.
I kept trying to draw new ones, but every time I looked like a Chola because all I have is black. My brows were raw from scrubbing, and I ruined a sponge with the harsh wiping.
So what did I do?
Posted a bulletin on myspace.
Guess who read it?
Before Sheila went to work she brought over some brown liner, powder, and a brush. She started to fix it but she had to go. I ended up washing it off and starting over to do it myself.
This is what it looks like:
VS regular brows:
Can you tell those are totally
drawn? I have absolutely no
These is my brows made up to look over-drawn (Marlena style) just for some fair comparison:
Heres my whole face:
Later, after I wash my face, I'll post what my face looks like without eyebrows. Theres a few people that'll get a laugh out of it. I admit, its hilarious...but also damaging. I already had such low self-esteem...imagine now. I not only feel alien and ugly, but I feel like an idiot. Like a fucking fool.