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tout ce que je veux maintenant, c'est le bonheur pour vous et moi
6th-Jan-2007 02:39 pm
I love and miss you guys more than I can express on LJ alone.

All I do is sit watching Celebrity Big Brother and Ugly Betty and BBC World News and sit... Eat... Smoke... Sit... Eat... Smoke... Eat... Smoke... Sit... Drink.

Im bored and lonely and gaining weight, and NOWHERE WILL HIRE ME. I wanted that allowance from the government, but its taking FOREVER to get my national insurance number (which is like a social security number) so that I can fill out the paperwork to get the allowance so I can buy nice clothes and boots and minutes for my phone and beer and fags. Until I have money Im stuck at home. I want a job but after-christmas is IMPOSSIBLE. Because I told the bank I didnt want to work there he gave the job away and was really surprised to see me go in with 'normal' hair after I had made such a stink about how awesome it was I could be myself at a bloody BANK.
He wanted to give me a job.
Spar wanted to but I was too late.
Everywhere just finished hiring.
Everywhere isnt hiring until February/March when the season starts up again.

Looks like Im gonna have to get a job in Blackpool and commute a half hour on the tram then fifteen on the bus to get to work everyday. Because its ALWAYS busy in Blackpool, and the turn-over rate is attrocious.

Anyway, Ill stop complaining about how I live like a feline.


I miss my doggies. I miss my fucking puppies.
6th-Jan-2007 11:24 pm (UTC)

I got pink slipped yesterday. I am going to be standing in the unemployment line too. :(
8th-Jan-2007 09:05 pm (UTC)
thats sucky. Sorry. I know its hard. Ive not worked in three months :(
8th-Jan-2007 07:38 pm (UTC)
i think life follows a pattern:

move to new place. make new friends. make a fresh start.

it's never like it seems. i want to move, but i don't want to lose my structure.

i would die if i was completely alone in a foreign environment.
8th-Jan-2007 09:06 pm (UTC)
The friend part is hard when all you do is mope around the house.

I miss you. :)
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